Free writing

I'm getting better

Well...After everything happened to me through 2 weeks, there were a lot problems changed my thoughts, my mood and my studying grade. I dropped many classes and missed three or four tests. Oh my God, Hope everything will be OK finally.
The newest in-class writing got 90%. It's not the highest score, anyway it's still the first highest score that I feel satisfied with it. Because I spent a lot of time and attempted to do that topic "TO OVERCOME THE FEAR OF LONELINESS". It proved that how much I try is how much I get. I thought maybe Rachael doesn't like me, cause I often asked some stupid questions and didn't follow her guide. I guess she must have think this student is kind of ridiculous. Whereas, she tried to help my weakness in writing eagerly. And finally, I found I improved it.
After 2 months, I had not much friends ( Also I don't expect to), but I had some fun with them like : Ami, Hao Shuay, Akina, Ally, Minami. They are so lovely and kind to me though sometimes it's hard for us to understand each other.
During this weekends, I was so happy that I didn't go out for the trip or activiy trip. I was at home all day...But I was so happy. I chatted with my friends in my country. Someone broke my heart; but now, it released. Someone lifted me up and took me to the seventh heaven. I just hope everyday in here, I can have days like that.